You are not

I had too much time to think about it.
I can see it in your eyes.
You don't remember.
You didn't even remember my name.
I allow you, so forget me.
Maybe you're not cruel. Maybe you're not cold-hearted.

I was just a fool for loving you.
Wasted 5 years of my heart. Wasted my prayers on someone who would never love me the same way.

Just be happy. Don't come back.
Ever.

If I see you in Heaven, then that's a different story.
But here, here, goodbye.

My soul is with you.

It can't be this difficult. It just can't be.

Peace

I'm happy, but there is no happiness to my name. No one's left me any. It's a different kind of happy. I'm close to peace.

Breakeven

His best days has been some of my worst
He finally met someone
While I'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces, yeah

You got her heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryin' make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to God
I do believe

I miss you

Hello there, the Angel from my Nightmare.
Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head.
I miss you, miss you.

Starts with Goodbye

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

Dear July

Allow the sad days to pass. Here's hoping.