You are not

I had too much time to think about it.
I can see it in your eyes.
You don't remember.
You didn't even remember my name.
I allow you, so forget me.
Maybe you're not cruel. Maybe you're not cold-hearted.

I was just a fool for loving you.
Wasted 5 years of my heart. Wasted my prayers on someone who would never love me the same way.

Just be happy. Don't come back.
Ever.

If I see you in Heaven, then that's a different story.
But here, here, goodbye.

My soul is with you.

It can't be this difficult. It just can't be.

Peace

I'm happy, but there is no happiness to my name. No one's left me any. It's a different kind of happy. I'm close to peace.

Breakeven

His best days has been some of my worst
He finally met someone
While I'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces, yeah

You got her heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryin' make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to God
I do believe

I miss you

Hello there, the Angel from my Nightmare.
Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head.
I miss you, miss you.

Starts with Goodbye

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

Dear July

Allow the sad days to pass. Here's hoping.

My song: So can I

If they can do it, so can I
If they've been through it, so can I
To learn how to say goodbye, so can I
To smile with tears in their eyes, so can I

To act with grace
To find my place
So can I

To learn to breathe again
To learn to feel again
To learn to speak with the voice of courage again
To learn to sing
To learn to inspire
To learn that desires are not the way to bliss
So can I

To say a prayer
To say a prayer for you
To pray the best for you and all that I can pray for you
To walk away for you
To wipe my tears for you
To forgive myself for you
and know that it wasn't you who'd done me wrong

We were just never meant to be as one

If they can live without
If they can breathe without
So can I

Written for: A dear person who has long gone.

My song: True

Surely it is true
Surely it is right
When God tells you something
You must hold to it tight
You don't have to be in the light to see it
You don't have to see to believe it's there
Surely He loves you
This is True

Ye olde English

Someday you'll see it's meant for thee.

Rewritten from Disney

Far longer than forever
I'll hold you in my heart
It's almost like you're here with me
Although we're far apart

Far longer than forever
As constant as a star
I close my eyes
and I am where you are

Far longer than forever
I swear that I'll be true
I've made an everlasting vow
To find my way to You

Far longer than forever
Like no love ever known
and with Your love
I'll never be alone

Only way

Pictures are the only way I can see you anymore, in dreams I can be with you, and in prayers I can feel you, in my tears and in my heart.

The most perfect day

The most perfect day
is when I wake up and see your face
when I hear your voice telling me good morning dear

When I look up at the sky and there you are
When I glance over the roadside and there you stand

When I gaze into the distance
and I can see you smiling and waving at me
Waving at me goodbye

The most perfect day is every day
That is when I see you
That is when I know you're there

In my perfect dreams and shallow streams of human emotions
It can only be more perfect
If you were actually here with me.

Spare a thought for me

When you have everything you've dreamed of,
spare a thought for me.
When you've earned all the riches,
spare a dime for me.
When God has blessed you with the one most dear,
spare a prayer for me.

Because I am here without you,
I have lost you,
I can never be with you,
and I may never see you again.

So if you please,

spare a thought for me.

I walk on

I may never be so strong again,
but I walk on.
I may never truly smile again,
but I walk on.

Only He knows how much I've tried,
all the tears I've cried,
pain I could never stop.

I am just a woman who has lost her way,
everything I see reminds me of how we used to be,
all my dreams like fine glass I must step beneath my feet.

I am a cruel sorrowed hollow shell of a gal,
only He knows how poor I've been,
all the things that I can only lose.

Oh great Healer, constrict me graciously in your Light.
Oh One true Protector, show me that I am just a fool,
that Your wisdom will teach me how someday.

Someday will come my way,
till then,
I walk alone,
I walk on.

Someday. Pray.

And everytime that I miss him,
I pray to You,
Coz I know You'll be there,
And someday You'll tell him,
Someday You'll let him know,
And so I pray.

Another love song

If ever I forget to show You that I love You
If ever I forget to tell You that I believe in You
Know that I won't doubt You for a minute of my life

If ever my envy turns to eat me alive
If ever my pain runs to kill me inside
I just pray that You'll watch over my lover for me
I can't be where he'll be
But I'll be right here watching over him too

I'd taste a billion tears
I'd face a million years of acceptance
By the hand of truth

If ever I truly love You

My post on fb

Even if all that you breathe in is sadness and all that you breathe out is grief, just know that Allah loves you. And that is better for you, much more than anything you could have lost ♥

Quoted from a dear friend

Sometimes those memories are the things that give us the strength to go on ♥

10.21

Question: How do you know if I truly love you?

Answer: Because I still pray for your happiness eventhough I know I'll never be part of it

Love song #1

Take care my bae, I will always love you
Take care my bae, I will always pray
that you will always smile
even if for awhile
that you may have to cry
I pray your tears will fade away
before it hurts...

Maybe

Today you may be gone
But tomorrow will come someday
And someday I will find you again
And I'll know you the way I used to

If I could say

Dear sweet bae,

There was a time when you listened, and tended to every word I'd said, but that time be no more. All that's left is a scarred memory.

If I could tell you, and you'd listen, I'd say, "Dear bae, I had never wished you ill, or intended bad for you. Never a thought of malice, to ruin you, or degrade you. If so ever that you had thought of me to do, forgive me one last time. I am but a woman, alone in a world I can never understand. I am just a woman, hiding my true self from the world. Only you knew me once before, until you knew me no more. Peace and blessings be with you bae. I wish you bliss."

Enough

I see you in my heart, everyday, and that is enough.

You are like a reflection in a calm pond, which ripples are made by the tears that escape from these eyes. And that is enough.

I dream for dreams, but only get nightmares till the day sees light, and my heart never stops calling for you to save me. You never come.

My Lord heals me, guides me, and that is truly enough.

The distance that keeps us apart is a most excruciating pain, but in my pain is absolute gratitude. And that is enough. For me.

If

Dear Bae,
If we are apart, and I couldn't be with you, then that will not do.
I will be with you. I will always be with you.

Bae..

If I'm in love, then all hope is lost.

Too late.

You

Just take good care of yourself. I'll watch over you.

Bae

What does Bae even mean, you asked me once before.

Well, B.A.E. Be. Always. Ecstatic.

Happiness can be found even in the smallest and simplest things, but not ecstasy.
Ecstasy is only the best of happiness, the best happiness that you can get, and I want you to always have that.

Bae is a prayer from me to you every time I call you by that. Because I love you. And you deserve this.

Alejate translation

I never felt so much love in my soul
And no one loved me more than you did
Because of you I laughed and cried
I was reborn also
All I had, I gave to keep you here
I know that saying goodbye is best
Suffering, I will pay for my mistake
And nothing will be the same
I have to accept it
And find the strength in me for this goodbye

Just walk away
I cannot bear it anymore
There’s no way to go back in time
Forget it and let me go on alone with my solitude

Go away, tell me goodbye
I will resign myself to go on without your warmth
And I will never understand what happened
If there's nothing I can do
Just walk away

I’m not going to repent for yesterday
Loving you and I know, woman
For that love
For always being faithful
Today I have to be strong and learn

Si volvieras a mi translation

How to survive?
How to mitigate my thirst?
How to go on without you?
How to jump without a net?

With that farewell
so savage and cruel
you took off my skin
Eternity in its end remained
and my heart is a desert.

Oh, if you would come back to me
the sun would light up one thousand springs
if you would come back for me
every kiss from you would be a miracle;
but today you are leaving
and there is no return.

What is there after you?
besides these tears
if even rain in the garden
plays never ending music,
gloomy and tragic.

Today, on my knees, I ask God
that for the benefit of the two of us
something in your chest breaks when you listen
to this mad man who is dying of love.

Oh, if you would come back to me
the sun would light up one thousand springs
if you would come back for me
each kiss from you would be a miracle;
but today you are leaving
and there is no return.

And you unleashed a hurricane
a volcano's fire and fury
which I don't know how to extinguish
How can I forget
that I was your slave
I can't bear it any longer.

Oh, if you would come back to me
oh, my love, if you would come back
if you would come back for me
I'd be happy again
but, today you are leaving
and there is no return.

All'improvviso amore translation

The wind that softly blows
Tonight is changing my destiny
And I feel that my heart will be surprised
Once again

Life has more sense, now
If I watch this immense sky
And the loving moon will brighten up with me

And will be...

Suddenly Love, like the sea
Flooding my heart and my soul
And will save me
It will be natural like breathing
And the air will talk me of you

Now everything is different
I breathe of you in the universe
Your eyes are two stars in the darkness

Suddenly Love, like the sea
Flooding my heart and my soul
And will save me
It will be natural like breathing
And will be true love healing my heart
Will rise the Light inside of me!

I've completed our Taj Mahal. You can move in anytime you feel like it. It'll be different than what you'd expected it to be but, you know I'll do anything to make you feel at home.

If you never move in, that's ok. My doors will always be open for you anyway. And while you're away, I promise I will be all right. Allah will grant me peace and mercy for He is most kind and most loving even to a sinner like me.

nurkaii

Si tu me amas translation

Only in you will I be happy forever
Story that I presented long before
Living in me
Because only in you do I find what yesterday I lost
You are in my existence my great happiness

If you love me I will be that hope
That never wants to die
In this endless love
You will always be my soul

To awaken paradises of passion and peace
I know that I will only be able to find them
In my days with you

If you love me I will be that hope
That never wants to die
In this endless love
You will always be my soul

I never want to die
Hold me until the end
I will fly if you love me

You make real the magic of dreaming
I will fly if you love me