If I could say

Dear sweet bae,

There was a time when you listened, and tended to every word I'd said, but that time be no more. All that's left is a scarred memory.

If I could tell you, and you'd listen, I'd say, "Dear bae, I had never wished you ill, or intended bad for you. Never a thought of malice, to ruin you, or degrade you. If so ever that you had thought of me to do, forgive me one last time. I am but a woman, alone in a world I can never understand. I am just a woman, hiding my true self from the world. Only you knew me once before, until you knew me no more. Peace and blessings be with you bae. I wish you bliss."