Had I not been ever more exhausted in my life I can't quite point out which and when. The usual can never be more usual as that of today. But mainly I believe today to have a bit more flurry and purpose. Today I prove, that I can too be what others may be.
Today had I gotten a wee bit emotional and almost wept in a small crowd of total strangers in a moving vehicle. But quite frankly I have adapted to keep these emotions at bay, even when I cannot hide the inevitable, nor can I change it for that matter.
Even as I just sit here there is so much to wonder about. Why are memories meant to remember even as they sometimes drill deep into a tender heart? Why do I choose to remember, let alone that I cannot forget?
Ah, and there I've strayed. Today I'd shown my folks that, I can take the reigns of the horse I intend to ride. And seems they were more convinced of the claim than I was. But how was that possible?
I reckoned they have found their once lost trust in me. And I perhaps, well, still searching for that trust in me.
And again I sit here submerged in thought. Why does this emptiness linger in my soul? A hole in my heart. A deep lake of crystal tears within. None of light. None that breathes.
Tonight I put these thoughts to sleep, and tomorrow, life goes on.
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